A solid core

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Despite outward symptoms of anixety....I feel that inside lies a rock and a very solid person..sure I have exhibited anxious symptoms..sometimes a lot...But really the anxieties are now at least relatively superfical and about superfical matters...the core of my personality is solid, secure and strong.

I write these as I was offfered a place on a personal development course today by a former associate....I didn't want it...I don't need it....I know who I am....what I want....and what make's me happy.....and I'm accepting of myself and outcomes...whatever the outcome

Accept the outcome and there is no need ever to worry....about anything....People fight with themselves or situations because they are afraid....because they do not accept...themselves or possible outcomes.

I accept myself...everything about myself....and whatever outcome's result....I accept uncertainty as a necessary ingredient of being free... I am free and as  I accept....there's no need for me to ever worry again

I'm not going to waste  a single moment further of my life worrying.

I intend to enjoy being free

** Received a reply from our former health minister today....apparently he raised my question in parliament....sent a transcript...as usualy however the 'buck was passed'.....'someone else's responsibility...not mine'