i have so many poems about the loss of childhood. its something that to this day i dont think i have dealt with yet. i am in denial and know that in the back of my mind i think that all the aging i have done is just a daydream and that i will snap out of it and know what NOT to do when i get older. it never happens,but i keep waiting. i have ( Read more... )

Well lets see. I am attempting to be supportive of Geramie and Joe. I am moving again soon because i cant afford this apartment by myself. I am in debt once again and its not fun. I feel that a "friend" of mine is in love with gay men. Cameron came over and played magic and it was awesome like old times. it was hot. I cant play eq because i have no ( Read more... )

Thats right,Ladies and Gentlemen, Finally, I.....Luxurious Leo....have returned to......................LIVE JOURNAL!!!!

so i guess its time for me to let my gangstas know what the fuck is up.

Hmmm mainly a crap load of parties since i turned 21! we party and almost went to jail that night. a guy named vince stayed with me for awhile. he was ghetto ( Read more... )

I feel so blah. i cant believe it. yet i am happy. it is so weird. i love my husband so much. i am glad that we live alone now. i think maybe its what i needed. i wouldnt mind having someone live with us,but atleast for now its awesome. my birthday is coming up. i dont know what to do. i will be twenty one. should i party? or should i shop? both? i ( Read more... )

seriously i dont know and i couldnt tell you. i feel so depressed and crazy. i dont even know why i write in this thing. like seriously it seems that everyone does it for encourgement and so forth and i do it for the same reasons sometimes and other times i just need to vent. regardless no one ever reads my junk anyway so i am not all that worried ( Read more... )

        Attention!!!!!!!!!

okay so...hmmm...here we go. Doug is moving out. In a way i am happy because it totally wasnt working and not for lack of trying on my part. like seriously only one roommate that moved out on me was my fault and we are totally cool now,so......i would love to house someone for the next like year if they need a place to ( Read more... )

I have no idea why i am even writing this. i totally feel that i waste my time somedays. i feel so crappy. i try not to get down and i try to be this great person and it never even happens and i get discouraged way to easily.

i just feel like i have no close friends in arizona. i hope that doesnt hurt anyone's feelings because i know i feel crappy ( Read more... )

so i have no idea what to write about. wait fuck yes i do. this sucks. like seriously i cant sit still. i need a cigarette so fucking bad and i cant have one. this is so hard and it sucks so bad but i am determined not to give in again because i totally dont want to EVER have to go throw this again. it feels like i am trying to break an addiction ( Read more... )

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so i have no idea what to write about today. went to work. came home. watched tv. texted. checked the good ole journal. not really much more to talk about i guess. i totally wish that there was something exciting to do. i making my birthday list soon so that i can get great things from my husband and etc. if you guys have any good gift ideas let me ( Read more... )