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[irelandsathena]

I have no idea why i am even writing this. i totally feel that i waste my time somedays. i feel so crappy. i try not to get down and i try to be this great person and it never even happens and i get discouraged way to easily.

i just feel like i have no close friends in arizona. i hope that doesnt hurt anyone's feelings because i know i feel crappy

Comments

[thanosgem1]

Shanon I don't think your personality has anyting to do with it, I think its more your participation level. I don't know if you realize or not but every time I talk to you, you ask me to come over and don't really have any plans of what to do. Thats fine and cool every now and then but it starts to get old just sitting around after a while. I try to invite you to come as much as I can but you never seem to want to go any where with us. Its pretty hard to get you, clayne and dogue to leave your house for parties or just to go to other people's houses or appts even. Try planing something... every one is on a budget most things we do don't cost much money. Participation is the key

i know.

[irelandsathena]

i can agree with that. i know that is what happens alot but its becaue i feel the way i do about everything. right now my life is just so messed up and i was really looking forward to mexico when danielle asked me to go and now once again i am stuck here. doug is moving out. maybe its for the best but it definitely didnt make my week any better. *sighs* everything sucks and i just have it stuck in my head that way so it may take me awhile to come around. sorry....love you and thank you for being honest with me. it means alot.

Re: i know.

[setzervalorin]

That's all well and good, but now with Doug moving out, Cameron needs to decide who else he wants to run in his campaign. I'm pretty sure Joe will be up for it. You have no idea how much I'm looking forward to this....I haven't been able to be a "player" in such a long time, and every time I think about it, I get super excited. Please hurry Cameron! I'm gonna explode!!!!

Re: i know.

[irelandsathena]

you should post that in cameron's so that he gets the idea.