i am fucking weak....anybody who knows me knows what this means and what (or who) my weakness is. it is like my kryptonite... i wish i didnt keep fucking this up and could move on with my life..i feel as if it is an endless horrific cycle.. i hate how i can look into your eyes and see everything that i love and means anything to me. dont touch me ( Read more... )

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i love 80's nite, but it seems lately that people are conspiring to get me to hate it. last nite ended up being a little dissapointing because a certain person said that he wanted me to go and that he didnt want to go unless i was going. i did my duty, i showed up, i danced, i even kissed a litte...apparently it wasnt enough. anywho, not a big ( Read more... )

i am so frickin jazzed. this weekend is going to be the bomb shizzle. tommorow is manda's b day and we are going to the beach...rain or shine... then we are going to have a kick ass time bowling, and maybe end the nite with some karaoke. hehe jitterbug by wham just came on...gotta giggle. friday is roseanne. i have never been to mohegan sun ( Read more... )

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kids...dont try this at home

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yeah, i was rockin the journey t-shirt today, that matt bought to cheer me up. everyone loved it except for one person...u know who u are if u are reading this!!!! i wish something as simple as a shirt could cheer me up. no matter how many people i surround myself with lately, i still feel so lonely. i think it is just hard because it is like i ( Read more... )

u know what is fucking awesome? finding out that u are broken up with ur boyfriend by reading his status on myspace. fuking pussy. one day that fucker is gonna wake up and realize what a fucking piece of shit he is and how he treats good people like dirt. NO ONE will ever fucking treat him the way i did. he will never find another girl who ( Read more... )

well, i am fucking tired and sad and mad and i wish i could just crash right now. ben blew me off again tontite, only this time, he didnt even tell me that he was blowing me off, he just left me standing around at hell all by myself like an IDIOT. i went to his house after to talk to him and he had the nerve to act like he did nothing wrong. i ( Read more... )

so im customer service now..woopidee doo. for some reason i thought it was gonna be hard...what the hell was i thinking? anyways, it was pretty cool at work tonite, some lady got arrested. it made for some excitement on a monday nite. fuckin idiot, if ur gonna steal, dont steal from a fucking craft store....loser. well, i got blown off tonite ( Read more... )