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i am fucking weak....anybody who knows me knows what this means and what (or who) my weakness is. it is like my kryptonite... i wish i didnt keep fucking this up and could move on with my life..i feel as if it is an endless horrific cycle.. i hate how i can look into your eyes and see everything that i love and means anything to me. dont touch me, dont kiss me and tell me you love me if ur not going to live up to my expectations!!!!!!!!!!!! oh, and i kissed a boy the other nite...woops..a little mistake, i am digging myself into a hole. im afraid i cant get out now. somebody throw me a rope ladder cuz if u beam me up my chest it hurts!!! if u dont get that than ur a loser, and if u do get that...i love u and u rock!!