July 13th i weighed 113. August 11th and i weigh 121... something is wrong

that was awesome

this is going to be the worst year ever.
my dad had a stroke this morning. i had to call 911 because he started talking funny and stumbling around. Once i figured out that he wasn't joking, it was the scariest moment of my life. :(

Spring reminds me of death. hahah. that sounds so goth and weird, but everyone i know who died has died in Spring. so i get really anxious starting around easter time and it doesnt stop til the end of May.
the only good thing about spring is baseball.

yay Im home from Vegas. It went fast. The first day we wandered around and at night went to Harrah's and saw Tom Papa's standup. Hilarious. His opener made fun of my mom's name. something about her parents and random Scrabble tiles ( Read more... )

i cant commit to anything. except my dogs.
and running.

I really don't like being the boss of people. But really, the only place to go is up and that involves being over others. I constantly have this one lady making "suggestions" that are super lame or unimportant like, I think Da Vinci Code should have a mystery label on it or I think we don't need to seperate CDs by genre. Or all of us need to be ( Read more... )

And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name…

today blows. my mom wont let me go see Richie cause it's supposed to be freezing rain here in the morning. yes i am 25...this is why i need to buy a house. but no one ever moves from Eldridge ( Read more... )

flash back
4 yrs ago
driving to Champaign
visiting their library school, knowing I won't go there
i had ulterior motives
eating steak n shake
sitting in the basement room
driving home at 2am
hanging out in walmart
it turned out well.