Im having a really bad day....when your just up then down and moody and crazy....now it litteraly feels like my head is gonna expload from all the stress it just adds up and adds up....so I feel like complete shit....I dunno what set it off but then out of no where im a total basket-case......I feel like I need to walk it off or go somewhere by ( Read more... )

So.there.is.an.outreach.going.on.June.18.im.very.excited...and.Ive.convinced.my.sister.to.to.come.along.since.she ( Read more... )

how do you tell someone that you love....you can't be with them anymore because of your faith.....would they understand or hate you?

I finaly went back to my aunts house.....they went crazy on me because i only called 2wice when i was gone for a week......my aunt had a talk with me and then she took me shopping the next day because she has been trying to do that forever.....it was really fun we went to the galleria mall in Fall river.....SHe always said that im home bound for 2 ( Read more... )

So i've been at my moms forever since last tuesday.....my aunt and dad are proble gettin really agravated with me by now....I was going to leave last night that didn't happen so Im going to leave today and go back to hyannis.....which is fine because I miss my dad a lot....My mom has a new person living here now and friend of hers is going to be ( Read more... )

I suck at updating...but thats okay...well My sister came her for about a week....me her and kara Spent a lot of time together went and visited everyone almost......We got this huge retal truck it was a 2005 Ford Explorer...fuckin awsome.....so we went to Cambridge for this hotel party and then we came home to next day tired as hell after a long ( Read more... )

Once again numerous events have happend.....and now I can finaly sit still and write about it.....but I moved out of Troys because the I wasn't supposed to be staying there legaly and the landlady found out because of the sintches who live downstairs....so I had to move back with my mom...which I definetly didn't want to last so I moved with my dad ( Read more... )

I feel bad that I kind of exploded on a lot of people I care about tonight......I've been having a bad couple of weeks and tonight just set it off for me.....and I wish that they could understand that it's not like one little thing sets me sp when I get mad it looks bad to them cuz they don't know the whole story....it feels like everytime I really ( Read more... )

Father of mine ( Read more... )

Im sick and tired of being pulled this way then no that way.....told to do this by this person and but then told to do this by another.....and they all happen to be authority figures......and Im not trying to offend anyone I love them all but god!......I have my mom who makes me feel guilty all the time and makes me stressed....then I have Jessie ( Read more... )