Bad night....
I feel bad that I kind of exploded on a lot of people I care about tonight......I've been having a bad couple of weeks and tonight just set it off for me.....and I wish that they could understand that it's not like one little thing sets me sp when I get mad it looks bad to them cuz they don't know the whole story....it feels like everytime I really want somthing to happen it never works out for me and not just the little things the big things too....so all of it just builds up and befor you know it you flip out......Feel like im pritty close to breaking down again.....which is scary.....I really can't wait untill my sister gets here she'll talk me down like she always does......but anyways I have nothing else really to say......