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fatherhood and my children
Within this month. I welcome to this world the beauty that is my daughter.. Named Francine Nicole :)
The Name Francine is a combination of 3 things.
1) Half of the Name of my Mother,
2) Half of the name of my Sister who I love so much and lastly
3) a Namesake of the Nickname our late friend Forest Meyer used to give my mom...
So in honor of all ( Read more... ) -
Will And Faith. Two sides of the Same coin
it is a well known fact. that perseverance.. Hard work, training and development in any skill or practice can make one an expert in their chosen field. In my own life I have spend years developing my skills, and understanding of the topics of the esoteric. Although I know that I still have very much to learn I am rather confident in the level I ( Read more... ) -
The Ritual of Awakening the 22 Divine Letters of The hebrew Alphabet
alas the trip has been long.. but I'm proud to say that I am much closer to completion now than ever ( Read more... ) -
All that she wrote
deep within the recesses of how i feel...
I guess I am now having second thoughts... Let it be known that regardless of the outcome of the next few days.. I was in it for the long haul. I do want to settle down. I do want to have a family and i do want to be a father already.. but I constantly ask myself how much more of this can i take..
I know you ( Read more... ) -
Some personal Heroes
In line with my previous post I wanted to post some Personal heroes of mine both from Fiction and Real life...... complete with reasons why..
Not in order
1) John Constantine:
Although not something I would want my kids to look up to. I just figured out last night why I like this guy so much. He is the Occult Super Soldier. he has literally looked ( Read more... ) -
a Time of heroes
The time of heroes is now. Stop thinking that you're just one person because Jesus, Siddhartha, Gandhi and Mohammed were all just one person as well...but they changed the world. You can do the same. You just need to believe...
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vindication
its been so very long.. I do not know if it were some ethereal quality in the person, or was it just me hypnotizing myself into wanting something outside of my spectrum. but alas the lessons, pains and trauma that accompanied my failure then caused me to re evaluate my entire existence.
That so called failure has led me to do things that I thought ( Read more... ) -
the return
alas my training is now towards its end.. all ive done and experienced i have aimed with the desire to incorporate this new knowledge into the initiative.. i look forward to magick and students once again... indeed the return draws near ( Read more... )
