I'm such a fuck-up.
Didn't sleep last night, paced my room from ten till six, then went and had a shower so hot my skin went red-raw. At least it washed the tears from my face. I wish it could wash out my soul, scrub at my insecurities until they're nothing but salt-and-pepper spots.
I don't want to be me anymore.
I wish I could find some rewind
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