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[insideruby]

I'm such a fuck-up.

Didn't sleep last night, paced my room from ten till six, then went and had a shower so hot my skin went red-raw. At least it washed the tears from my face. I wish it could wash out my soul, scrub at my insecurities until they're nothing but salt-and-pepper spots.

I don't want to be me anymore. 
I wish I could find some rewind

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[gublers]

*hugs*

i am so sorry you are feeling like this honey. but dont give up. things change, and it'll all be okay, you're gonna be okay.

If you need to talk, just message me.
::hugs::
♥

[insideruby]

Thankya =]
I love comments like yours, they make me feel all fuzzly x]
xx

[gublers]

You're welcome :)

well, I am glad you like them :p Hang in there hon.

♥

[kadafi_complex]

You're back! =o

But that's the thing, eh? You can't rewind to those things, all you can do is look ahead of you and do your best to make what you can out of it. But you'll be okay, man. Take it from those who have been there. =)

[insideruby]

Thanks hon =]
Haven't spoken to you in yonks! Hows things??
xx

[kadafi_complex]

I'm making a ditch effort at recovery. It's hard but I think the time is right. =)

How have you been, man? Apart from this stuff. =/

[insideruby]

I've been alright, actually. Life's kinda screwed up at the moment but I think I'm out of the worst of it =] Which is a really good feeling!
Good luck with your recovery... what inspired-ed you?
xx

Familiar

[anonymous]

You sound like an older me. I am twelve, anorexic, compulsive, bipolar girl in a single parent family. Kiwi. I know how you feel, and I hope it gets better. Sorry.

[maloos]

Life can be very hard at times. It even bites! I have been on the edge many times... Even recalling it and thinking back hurts!
But, just hang in there. There is always one door that opens up and changes everything in a way that you may never expect it.
Just try to be optimistic and never lose hope...