Falling Apart

[insidemymind]

Over the course of this year Ive just slowly wasted away an sink back into my black hole of nothingness. I have no desire to do fucking anything what so ever like seriously. I have this doctor appointment coming up on the 11th an Im honestly not sure if Im going. I sleep seriously pretty much all day wake up for a few hours an back to bed for me.

Comments

[adam_snake]

Sorry to hear your so down hope you do go to the doctor as you need to keep ontop of your doctor visits as you dont want to get ill again not really.

Focus on your collage becuase it will lead you to become the nurse you want to be and at same time you can make new freinds collage is a great place to make freinds.

I no it dont seem like it now but your just in a bad patch in your life but once you done that collage course you will be leading the life you want.

[faggosaurus]

i feel like that almost all the time. apathy, anxiety and depression fuckin suck. i hope you find a way to deal with it that's productive and not self-destructive. i know it can be really hard to get the motivation or energy to get up and go out anywhere, but even just going outside for a little bit to get some fresh air and sunlight can really help, and taking a walk or something, exercise gives you endorphins which are like nature's little antidepressants haha. hope that helps at least a little bit. drop me a line sometime if you need someone to talk to.
best of luck,
jordan

[iceicebaby4]

Like someone once told me.. you can't get what you want or where you want without doing something.....oh wait.. that was YOU who told me that!! All I have to say is.. if you just get up and do anything to find out what you have to do and what you need to know about getting started with college and about what to do with your mental health...make some phone calls, look up information about it, get more numbers, call more people.. and then you know what you can do.. it releases these feel good endorphins into your brain and your like yess this is good I can do this.. I did something positive and if I do more I'll feel even better. Even print out some information and just study it and educate yourself about how to help your mental health or just print out things about your nursing degree that you can look forward to. Just do it I'm tellin you... you'll feel better! If you need anything man just let me know.

[david_feuer]

I sent you a package. I hope you're still living there, or can still get packages from there.

Hey you :)

[nakeddollie]

Sorry to hear you're feeling suckish. Feel free to IM me anytime.

Kie

P.S. I totally (like, fer sure! ;) look like an 80s baby right now LOL.