Over the course of this year Ive just slowly wasted away an sink back into my black hole of nothingness. I have no desire to do fucking anything what so ever like seriously. I have this doctor appointment coming up on the 11th an Im honestly not sure if Im going. I sleep seriously pretty much all day wake up for a few hours an back to bed for me. ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is 1 year since my nephew died. I dont know how i should feel but I feel everything. I wanna cry I wanna scream and I wanna be mad at him but I cant. His 27th birthday was back in oct. I dont think much anybody remembered but me an his sister. Things have changed in a big way since he died. Our family isnt much of a family anymore, we arnt ( Read more... )