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fucking stress. fucking worry. fucking loud people. fucking fights. fucking shit I can't get over. fucking last night. fucking tonight. fucking everything. fucking midterm critiques. fucking painting. fucking being unhappy without any good god damn reason. fucking not knowing what the fuck is going on. fucking world, just god damn it! fuck fuck ( Read more... )

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yesterday on the bus from mica I saw the greatest thing outside the window. you know how shopping centers [like the one with wal-mart, target etc. near hear] will have big lit up signs that show all the stores in the strip mall, but when a store closes down and a new one hasn't taken its place yet, they just turn the panel around backwards so you ( Read more... )

a little challenge I found online and think that I will give to myself. 1oo drawings on 1oo themes:

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Away
9. Cut
10. Breathe
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Spit
17. Blood
18. Under
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. War
22. Mother
23. Distasteful
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two fire alarms are two too many for heubeck dining hall. I wanted my sammich. I wanted my cheesecake. I did not want to have to leave, twice, right before getting them. that made me sad ( Read more... )

getting tired of my updates? of course you are! well, or were, before I ceased to narrate my daily ventures ( Read more... )

some things that make me happy are light the way it hit the academic quad today at 5:3o, that surreal sort of light that glows green on the grass and paints the shadows almost violet, the sort of light that glows gold not on faces but just around them, gilding the very edges of faces thrown in purple silhouette; and people, a few of whom are ( Read more... )

so, I was barely glimpsing the tip of the veritable iceberg that is all the work I must complete tonight, and suddenly I realized: I simply must update my livejournal on the actual goings-on and events of my life as is. ah, such is procrastination ( Read more... )