Wow...never thought you'd hear from me again, huh? true, i haven't been on here in months, and life has changed, but lately i've been rereading some of my entries and realizing just how good it is to have a place to go when i want to see what i've been through ( Read more... )

After the horrible way this week has been going and the horrible morning i had today, i went to school at 8:00 with no urge to see anybody. And i acted rather rudely to some when they tried to ask what was wrong. For that, I'm sorry. just one more day, one more day. I can hold out ( Read more... )

Round 2 of substance abuse classes in an hour. I'm hating life this week. Nothing TOO horrible has happened, but it just FEELS bad, you know? I need tomorrow to come NOW, so I can sleep in late...and then I want Wednesday after school so i can go climbing and relieve some of my stress, and then all I want is Friday night and the weekend. let it ( Read more... )

What if I wanted to break ( Read more... )

honestly, how many of you are going to be surprised if i tell you that once again i set my heart on someone and it's now over. i told you it would happen again. and each time it happens, i turn to my Jared, now more than ever. I love him more than anything else in the world. I do. And he is someone that i will ALWAYS love.

that's all i could have asked for. things couldn't have worked out more perfectly than what's going to happen on Thursday. Thank you to all the gods out there looking over me. I'm going!

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO ( Read more... )

Wow. i really haven't updated in forever ( Read more... )

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in Bulgaria, and you?