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worst night ever
I could really use a real-life replay button right now. Can I officially say that my life's a mess right now? I've never felt so vulnerable in my entire existence. We grow up, we face responsibilities, we sometimes mess things up but we can still stand up and move on from that right? I mean with the love and support from the people around us, we ( Read more... ) -
contradictions
My soul needs to live. My mind needs to rest. And my body needs to have fun. I should stop over-analyzing things and just go with the flow. But if I do that, I'll be contradicting myself.
I am Meg. I over-analyze stuff, I make a big deal of something unworthy of attention and I don't know how to have fun. Inner peace is never an option.
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lack of focus and other things
It's Friday night and some girls my age are out having fun. On most nights like this, I am "some girls" but because I feel like not doing anything in this particular night, I've just decided to stay here at home, blog and listen to Corrine Bailey Rae. It's actually fun. I mean, I'm used to doing things like this and I had enough partying last ( Read more... ) -
to be continued
I am caught in a web of misery, frustration and depression as of this posting. Oh yes my friends, here I go again ( Read more... ) -
i am awkward and dumb and illiterate
Yes, I say dumb and stupid things when I'm with someone I like. For starters, you should know that that is not the usual me. Not that I'm smart or anything. But I can't help but say idiotic things when I'm starting to feel really uncomfortable around them. It just slips of my equally stupid mouth. That's probably one of the many reasons why I'm ( Read more... ) -
michael scott and his fairy tale ending
I still can't get over the fact that Steve Carell will be leaving The Office after four episodes. I can't imagine this series without Michael Scott and his epic-ness. It would be hard (that's what she said!) to replace him and I know this series will never be the same without him. Yeah, Jim and Dwight would still be there and that maybe they could ( Read more... ) -
22 things
22 Things you should know about me:
1. I love to read.
2. I can't dance.
3. I have self-esteem issues.
4. I daydream--a lot.
5. My handwriting's awful.
6. I can eat four burritos in one sitting.
7. I think lizards are yucky creatures that should be banished on earth as well as snakes, rats and roaches.
8. I am not a fan of sweets.
9. I'm a frustrated ( Read more... ) -
what a beautiful night
I still can't get over the fact that Big Bang is back. All of them--the five of them. In my screen, in my playlist, in my life. I know I'm overreacting and that this might sound so silly but I really missed (from the bottom of my fan girl heart) the FIVE OF THEM SINGING and DANCING and DOING WEIRD ANTICS TOGETHER. I miss the group's harmonious-- ( Read more... ) -
a steadfast life
I'm at a point in my life where I feel anxious because everything seems so normal and so ordinary. It's not that I want to live a chaotic life, but once in a while, I want some colors painted or even splashed in my dull canvass, which is my life ( Read more... ) -
chances are, no one would read this
This post is just an excuse to update my journal. I haven't been using this account for like a year now and I kinda missed writing here. With Tumblr and Twitter and even Facebook to update, I really find no time opening this account (not unless I'm updating myself with my fandom). The least I can do, maybe, is to update you with boring life ( Read more... )