May 03, 2011 21:30
Yes, I say dumb and stupid things when I'm with someone I like. For starters, you should know that that is not the usual me. Not that I'm smart or anything. But I can't help but say idiotic things when I'm starting to feel really uncomfortable around them. It just slips of my equally stupid mouth. That's probably one of the many reasons why I'm still in the Single's Club.I know I should have just kept my mouth shut in a conversation but wouldn't that make me rude? I'm probably not as witty as I think and I usually panic when I'm caught off guard, so boo me. Should I say goodbye to any potential relationship?
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I can't wait to finally meet the guy my friends' are asking me to date. But it's not really an official date, if you know what I mean. Let's just say I'm testing the waters to see if he's okay. Or if there would be another "date".
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I'm starting to lose confidence in my writing. I think my writing's too shallow, or it's probably because I haven't been writing anything serious in a long time. I think I need to take writing classes just to hone what was left of my "talent".
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It's been a crazy summer for me. Nothing exciting happened (something happened but not the good exciting). And I'm still not ready to get back to work. I want to get away before the resumption of session and I need to be with the right people when that happens. I need to detox, I need to de-stress and I need tea. Too much mind stress, believe me.
myself and i