A beautiful girl took her own life today.
She couldn't see how many people love her.


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Today when I ate a Neopolitan BlueBell ice cream bar I couldn't taste the difference between the strawberry, chocolate &vanilla flavors. I suppose it's related to my lack of sense of smell, but I've never had it affect my taste so blatently before today. Weird. I was really looking forward to that ice cream, too ( Read more... )

Every day I make a to-do list, &every day I get little to none of the things on it done. I'm fully aware of my incapability to get things done, to find motivation to perform mundane tasks, to be responsible when all I want to do is be spontaneous &carefree. Wouldn't it be lovely to be able to live a life in which you could do whatever you wanted, ( Read more... )

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since i met you
this small town hasn't got room
for my big feelings

violently happy
'cause i love you

violently happy
but you're not here

violently happy
come calm me down
before i get into trouble

i tip-toe down to the shore
stand by the ocean
make it roar at me
and i roar back

violently happy
'cause i love you

violently happy
but you're not here

violently happy
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Nothing makes sense.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.

I need to decide what I want.

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You shouldn't think what you're feeling.

precoital: you sound
precoital: like a dashboard cd

As per usual I'd like to preface this entry by reiterating that I hesitate to say anything containing even a remote tinge of angst. I abhor appearing as though I live for validation. For various reasons, I am programmed to shy away from action/emotion that could cause me to seem weak, typical teenager, or starved for attention. My fear of being ( Read more... )