LIFE SUCKS!!

well i havent updated in a while so since i have a lot of stuff on my mind i felt i should write some of it down, well yesterday was ninas birthday party and the day before that was her 16th birthday! i had fun but at the same time i felt out of place because during this week that weve been on spring break i havent really been able to do anything ( Read more... )

i hate my life sometimes and sometimes i feel like im useless in a world of people that have purpose in life and i feel like im not loved just by a few and only sometimes...............

Section 1 (yOu)

* your name: ashley

* your gender: female

* height: 5'10" ehh too tall

* hair color: brunette

* your location: girard

* fears: it prob sounds gay but bridges over water and butterflies

SECTION 2 (hAvE yOu eVer)

* peed your pants? i dont think so

* had plastic surgery? nope

* broke someone's heart?unfortunately yeah

* had your heart ( Read more... )

well......i havent posted in forever so i thought now would be a good time to finally start writing again and hopefully ill keep up with my entries but i dont know, we'll see i guess.

so lets start with the good stuff but before i do i just want to clarify im not a very negative person. generally im very happy and cheerful, but when i feel like ( Read more... )

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i dont know what to do about my life anymore. it just keeps getting worse and worse. it feels like im crumbling apart piece by piece as each day passes. like #1 i used to have a whole bunch of people i could turn to when things are wrong now i only have a select few because i feel like im excluded from a lot of things, which i know i am in recent ( Read more... )

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MADDIE!!!!

love you!!

hey if anyone didnt kno...the blackness in some of my journal entries is actually part of my entry i dont know why it shows up black though o well just highlight it if you want to see it

hey im back once again, sorry i havent written in a while. anyways i dont know why but im getting the feeling that all my friends with the exception of a few who i love right now hate me and i dont know dont like me and dont want to have anything to do with ne! i dont know what i would do without the few people though cause they are my saviors. and ( Read more... )