its time for a session of "Good Idea, Bad Idea"
good idea: Working out early
bad idea: Working out early whilest hung over/still drunk

so herei sit, drunk and in my appartment, my home? perhpas?! i knot not. ive growqn so accustomed to moving so much that no place seems like home. thats not an entier truth, truth is where the heart lies..my heart lies with my family and my family ive in west point new york. to think that THAT is where i clain formy home to be is a strange ( Read more... )

i beleive in the madness called 'now'. take this future in my hand. time is blind, but i want to trust my life, to immortal time. immortal time, sounds like a contradiction if you ask me. if you ask me. my philosophy classes leave me perplexed everyday. the idea that motion is a mere illusion, the argument is flawless. its obviously wrong, ( Read more... )

on this day, on this day on this day i managed to do alot without actually accomplishing anything. i take it back, tyndall and i witnessed a car accident, the poor woman, i think she sustained a concussion and the other dude was drunk i think. he flew through a redlight and smoked a woman in her car. we saw the whole thing and pulled over to ( Read more... )

i think my dog dog dog is dying. this upsets me more than a lot. Dearest Dixie, please dont die. I love you far too much. Lovingly and Desperately yours, Mary Caye.
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Let me say good-bye

i am taking a break from the day. the day today is a hot day, indeed. and on this day i wonder weather i will ever find someone i can keep. it is funny to think that for the past two years i have loved and lost twice...funny indeed. i think i ought to stear away from any sort of feelings towards anyone unless they are completely plutonic for a ( Read more... )

with my first summer away from college finally winding down i cannot help but take time to recap what i have accomplished this summer ( Read more... )

iv'e not sat and done this in quite some time... years time to be exact. so here i sit, on this starry night and think i think i think far too much for everytime and everything i think seems to drag me down. but here i am, doing it, always doing it, always thinking, always thinking about last year, is this regret? i think about how much ive ( Read more... )

there are so many things floating through my head. so many things i should like to articulate but find i do not possess the ability to do so. perhaps no one does, for how can anyone put into words that which is comprised of feelings which are intangible in every physical way...perhaps that statement made little to no sense. i am at work, it is ( Read more... )

my job leaves me with no energy by the end of the day. i've had three hours of sleep and i have to venture forth to pa to see a friend whose title is only worthy of 'best.' she needs my help and even though she may not know it, i need hers. its been far too long since our last "talk" which usually consists of many aderalls and cigarettes and ( Read more... )