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one dark and stormy night a girl sat up and stared into the cloudy sky. the clouds ignited with every flash of lightening and the world erupted with every clash of thunder. the rain came down in sheets and waves and it stung the girls eyes. but she didnt care. she was waiting, watching, anticipating the storm. lightening shone purple in her icy ( Read more... ) -
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so they say the only way to accell in something is to do it repeatedly, that being said, i have not written, at least not the way i need to be, in quite sometime. for instance, i can no longer spell excel... alright, here it goes, from the bottom most workings of my heart, i dont know what this means, but i still dream of you. i dream dreams so ( Read more... ) -
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the passage of time is long. the trials and tribulations have been challenging. mountains have grown and some have fallen, the great winds of change blow from every direction and i can sense the end is near. time passes much faster than we could ever hope to catch. it beats out the greatest distances of the imagination and the deepest darkest ( Read more... ) -
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and this music evokes nastalgia as i sit and begin to realize that the end of the year is nearer than i had realized, which means that the time i do not return to that place that was once home, is almost here. i sit and reminisc about why home was once home and it was because of all those i love. i love rusty...he's gone, i love dixie...shes gone ( Read more... ) -
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im in the school library, putting off the inevitable drive home i must embark upon if i wish to lay my silly, sleepy head to rest. this day has been a busy day, having had to awaken many hours earlier than i would have wanted to after having fallen asleep many hours later than i had intended. i am beginning to think my college years have been ( Read more... ) -
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so here i sit, in this apartment, which is a mess, listening to music i never thought i'd find myself listening to, eagerly awaiting the arrival of something i never thought i'd be eagerly awaiting, and i find myself contemplating the past and the present. the future means nothing right now, not in this state of mind. my past is something i've ( Read more... ) -
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greetings, my name is Mary Caye Zupan, and i predict my own death to occur sometime next semester. i will be taking 21 credits, and its normally suicide after about 17. anyone who knows me, will, of course know of my inability to say no, and it is that inability which will ulitmately lead to my downfall. i knew i shoud have just said no to class ( Read more... ) -
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dixie passed away a few minutes ago