Essentially Livejournal has become nothing more than a place where I can whinge and vent about all the bad parts of my life when I'm feeling particularly shit. I never seem to get the urge to post when something good's happening. Here comes another one anyway ( Read more... )

About half my old friends from high school ended up going to Oxford or Cambridge.

I don't know why this startles me, but it does.

Too slow (again). Damn.

My head's all over the place at the moment. There's things that need to be said to a lot of people, but I doubt I'm going to say them.

I'm starting to get a little tired of all these fruitless endeavors I'm constantly chasing. There's nothing specific to speak of... it's more like a combination of every plan I ever seem to have or make getting ruined at the last minute, both small things like nights out and much bigger things. It's usually not anyone's fault either, so it's not ( Read more... )

Just friends. Why always just friends? Fingers crossed though, eh? Maybe...

I hardly ever update this anymore, but nothing ever happens worth mentioning though. Not to say that my life is dull, because it isn't... there's just nothing happening that's really worth writing about.

Well... yet again my birthday is coming round. Aside from going to Casi, which I refuse to do... I have no idea what to do for it. Any ideas?

I know everyone's probably already sick of hearing about how "ill" I am, and you probably all think of got a bit of the "man flu" or something, and I'm just milking it. I fucking wish ( Read more... )

I woke up about an hour ago after the first proper nightmare I've had in absolutley ages... years in fact. I was going to write about it in here but I just wrote about 2,000 words (WHAT THE FUCK!!!?) on it in my Word document diary, and I can't be arsed editing it for here so that it actually makes sense to you all. Needless to say though it was ( Read more... )

I've been a total hermit for nearly two weeks now, and although I've felt shitty not seeing my friends or even speaking to a lot of them over this time, I am feeling a lot better for it. I still don't know what caused this whole regression, all I do know is that I really needed to step back from the world for a while and just take a look at things ( Read more... )

Shouldn't Boys Night Out have an apostrophe in it?

Just a thought.