Inside, it all feels the same...
I've been a total hermit for nearly two weeks now, and although I've felt shitty not seeing my friends or even speaking to a lot of them over this time, I am feeling a lot better for it. I still don't know what caused this whole regression, all I do know is that I really needed to step back from the world for a while and just take a look at things.
The only thing that's stopping me from making a full-blown "comeback" at the moment is a complete lack of money. I'm aware that I could still go out and do things on an absolute minimum budget, but there's something about having absolutley no money that really saps my motivation. Nontheless I'm going to start making an effort again. I'm going to start looking for a job early next week.
In other news my mum has agreed to put some money towards an upgrade for my computer before I go to uni. It's not a huge budget, but I'm basically replacing EVERYTHING (motherboard, processor, memory and graphics card for those that care). It'll be nice to be able to do anything whatsoever else while I'm using an Adobe product, or run games made after 2001.
One other thing... where the fuck are my Leeds tickets!? I'm getting a bit impatient now, I need to sell the spare ones on ebay QUICKLY fi I'm going to fund my own ticket. (PLEASE don't ask me to sell you a ticket unless you're willing to pay well over the normal price for them, because as I said I need to make a profit on them to cover the cost of my own.)
The only thing that's stopping me from making a full-blown "comeback" at the moment is a complete lack of money. I'm aware that I could still go out and do things on an absolute minimum budget, but there's something about having absolutley no money that really saps my motivation. Nontheless I'm going to start making an effort again. I'm going to start looking for a job early next week.
In other news my mum has agreed to put some money towards an upgrade for my computer before I go to uni. It's not a huge budget, but I'm basically replacing EVERYTHING (motherboard, processor, memory and graphics card for those that care). It'll be nice to be able to do anything whatsoever else while I'm using an Adobe product, or run games made after 2001.
One other thing... where the fuck are my Leeds tickets!? I'm getting a bit impatient now, I need to sell the spare ones on ebay QUICKLY fi I'm going to fund my own ticket. (PLEASE don't ask me to sell you a ticket unless you're willing to pay well over the normal price for them, because as I said I need to make a profit on them to cover the cost of my own.)