Lol, okay so I haven't been updating recently...probably cuz I'm so happy, though with some things making it a bit less wonderful. I should technically feel bad and instead don't feel one way or another that Nykki hasn't talked to me in about a month *shrugs* no clue what I did this time, except not be here. (not only am I working over 30 hours a ( Read more... )

Okay, okay I promised a friend I'd keep up the journal more often so here it goes. My internet was down yesterday after the tornado which is the only time I had to write anything as I've been working most of the week at my new job (Target). Justin actually came up which was incredible. I have a 15 minute break and I think I spent 25 of it talking ( Read more... )

Sorry about the last reply...I turned into a snivelling little twit in it. You know, I'm not sorry for how I felt, it's the way I am. Travis did some not good things to me and when asked I gave basics, this combined with things he'd done to other girlfriends led to Tyler having a case against him. If he hadn't done them there wouldn't have been an ( Read more... )

Hey *waves* I know I'm updating! Insane...isn't it? Mainly cuz some of the weirdest stuff has been going on, and I'm trying to sort it all out in my head. Okay, while on the way to go out with my friend Mark, I got a phone call from Tyler (obviously I didn't see it, being me) get a message, ever so rare from him, and call him back a couple days ( Read more... )

Ouch, wow remind me to never leave anyone out again. I'm sitting home, alone (again). I guess I should get used to it though. You see I was told it was cuz I'm never awake when they leave. How odd, they used to come wake me up to see if I wanted to go (which I generally would) and when I woke up in time last week they just left anyways. So like I ( Read more... )

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I have achieved the impossible! I am up at 6:30 in the morning (why might you ask is the subject 7 A.M. high? simply put, I have no faith in myself or in live journal to have it up before then). Now how was I able to achieve this early morning? Easy...the only way for a Lauren to do it. I have not gone to sleep yet. *happy innocent grin, before ( Read more... )

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yarrrrrrrrrgh... Okay, this keeps happening! (of course I'm going to rant about it). How is it, that you can explain something with crystal clearness to someone, they act like they completely understand, that they'll stop and never do it again; and then they keep doing said behaviour? Do they forget? Nope, don't think so. Do they have ( Read more... )

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