i have a heart of blue skies and open roads that's being constricted by the cage of a small town. someday, i'm going to move to a big city in europe and i'm going have a little apartment in it's heart. i'm going to write about everything i see and i'm going to photograph the memories. i'm going to meet a man who will think that i am the one ( Read more... )

oh god. not now. i can't let every memory come crashing back into my mind like destructive waves destroying a newly constructed city. i just built these walls, please don't come back and tear them down. it's not fair to me, to him. not now. just not...now ( Read more... )

i'm not scared. i'm really not. i'm....hesitant and cautious. what if it all turns around and changes? what if something remarkable does happen? what do i do when i leave this summer? and then again when i leave for school in the fall? or what if he just changes his mind? i'm not scared. i'm really not ( Read more... )

this boy i know, he has a heart of glass
it is gold inside but it has crystallized
it is beautiful but in it's tragedy
it is hard to hold without shattering
he calls himself at night, in soft overchords

keeps coming back to it his voice in echo chords
till the sound's so thick it turns the sky to smoke
and the grayest days the predictions told
but this boy ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do ( Read more... )

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he pulled me in i was disgusted in myself.it was supposed to be a good night, the best night i'd ever had....she let me go and i was euphoric...then i saw him...and drank too much...and i fucked him....yeah i fucked him...the whole time i was thinking about you and imagining that it was you who was calling me baby...and it wasn't until it was over ( Read more... )

three letters have never made me smile more.

sup

this has been the longest two days of my life.

why haven't you texted?

its happening again...i think i may be able to let someone in again...maybe...all our little jokes and insults make me smile til my cheeks hurt...i don't know what it is about you...but i knew who you were years ago...you just never knew me...and now you do...now you text me all the time...now i actually have somethingone to look forward to...what ( Read more... )