"I just hope one day you see me. And when you do, your heart stops"

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i have a heart of blue skies and open roads that's being constricted by the cage of a small town. someday, i'm going to move to a big city in europe and i'm going have a little apartment in it's heart. i'm going to write about everything i see and i'm going to photograph the memories. i'm going to meet a man who will think that i am the one.

"what is your name, ma cherie?" he will say. and i will answer him with my new name. i will rid myself of the girl i used to be and the new me will be brash, beautiful and above all, fearless. "you speak the language beautifully." he will compliment me. i will tell him that i taught myself and that i have a knack for languages. we will fall in love and see the world together. and i will forget all about you and all the ways i loved you. i will forget the way you made me feel and about the day you changed your mind.

one day i will be entirely happy. but for one second i will think of you again. and in that single second all the pain, happiness, joy and fear you have shown me will all return and i will become the same little girl you knew me as.

"I just hope one day you see me. And when you do, your heart stops"