he kissed my lips i taste your mouth
he pulled me in i was disgusted in myself.
it was supposed to be a good night, the best night i'd ever had....she let me go and i was euphoric...then i saw him...and drank too much...and i fucked him....yeah i fucked him...the whole time i was thinking about you and imagining that it was you who was calling me baby...and it wasn't until it was over that i felt completely and utterly disgusted with myself...it was the longest 48 hours that i ever spent feeling completely alone and used...in reality...i was the one who was doing the using...i was the one who imagined you instead of the man who i wished was a god...i'm not the same and i never will be...i'll never find anyone who tastes as sweet as you...i'll never find anyone who'll touch me so delicately...i'll have to learn to deal with second best....
oh i wish i was looking into your eyes...looking into your eyes...
it was supposed to be a good night, the best night i'd ever had....she let me go and i was euphoric...then i saw him...and drank too much...and i fucked him....yeah i fucked him...the whole time i was thinking about you and imagining that it was you who was calling me baby...and it wasn't until it was over that i felt completely and utterly disgusted with myself...it was the longest 48 hours that i ever spent feeling completely alone and used...in reality...i was the one who was doing the using...i was the one who imagined you instead of the man who i wished was a god...i'm not the same and i never will be...i'll never find anyone who tastes as sweet as you...i'll never find anyone who'll touch me so delicately...i'll have to learn to deal with second best....
oh i wish i was looking into your eyes...looking into your eyes...