I don't knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww................

Dear journal.
I will revive you soon.
You must hold out for me.

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I've come to a realization that... I am not really emotionally open or available anymore, or I haven't been for quite some time. I don't let myself feel. I don't know how far I want to go into it, because some of it is really... I'm embarrassed by my coldness, by my inability to give a damn ( Read more... )

Life is good. Contrary to my normal journal behavior, I do believe I will try to update this thing a few times a week via my sidekick while at school. Yes, I'm back at sfsu and this time with focus. Before I honestly didn't have my priorities situated, bur now I'm on my second day of classes and they are sincerly great. I'm understanding the ( Read more... )

Happy Father's Day to my dad, that is sitting in a Jail Cell.

Ah,well. Life is still okay. I hope you guys are out having fun.

Small music video i put together.
Placebo "Blind" & The Chumscrubber.

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Sometimes I wish I could just stop thinking...

The weather changed it for the worse ( Read more... )

i feel stagnant. it gets to me. this journal feels stagnant.

but what to do. what tooo dooo.

Sometimes, I just wanna feel the sunshine.

"I need some of that calgon take me away action immediately..."