-
le sigh.
so far this year is turning out lethargic. nothing is really making me happy. the bank hasnt called, i hate my job, i havent gotten unemployment since december, jen and i arent getting along. its like a big dark cloud just follows me. i dont know what i did in this world, or a past one for that matter, to deserve such shit luck ( Read more... ) -
you love love love..
when you know I can't love..
well not entirely. I do love. you. <3
I feel like my head is gonna explode. all this fucking snow. and then more this weekend. and then more next week. before you know it, it will be hot as balls out. ahhh. enough to make me mental. I wanna get away for a long, long time. I'm so sick of ppl. I like quietness. and I'm ( Read more... ) -
snow snow go away..
come again, never. unless I'm unemployed and have no reason to leave the house lol. I want some rain. some lightening. some thunder. typhoon my ass. that's the only reason I'm excited for spring lol. anyway. today was fun. it's nice being amongst the living. in small doses lol. sleepy me.
Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.
-
yer.
so I just downloaded the app for this. so far so good lol.
I don't wanna go to work tomorrow, ugh. I'm tired lol...Jen is spending the night in Delaware tomorrow, that's always bittersweet. I like my alone time. my blood boils less lol. I also like when we hang out though, but that's Sunday fun day lol. Dublin is being a whiny bitch lately, maybe ( Read more... ) -
feeeeet
I'm so cold right now. It's midnight and I need to get up soon lol ugh. Anyways, did my turbo tax. Getting back 791.00. Which is only 100 shy of last year. Pretty decent considering I didn't work on the books at all in 2013. I hope the bank calls me this week. My unemployment ran out 3 weeks ago. Sigh. I won't have any return next year if all I do ( Read more... ) -
shew.
just finished watching the Sean and Catherine wedding special. i got teary eyed a few times lol. such a beautiful ceremony. they will be together forever. i could tell, they are completely in love. i saved it on my DVR for nights i wanna stare at Sean some more lol. he is a beautiful man. Catherine is really pretty too...they will have hot babies ( Read more... ) -
heh
Holler for amazon gift cards. Got myself a new razor, shaving cream, eyebrow razors, and underwear lol without leaving the house. Heyyyy. -
(Untitled)
The day we met,
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I'd found a home for my heart...
... beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer... -
things i do for you.
have a lot on my mind and wanted to jot down some of the things i am useful for in this relationship. since the world seems to think im nuts lol ( Read more... ) -
new phone.
Updating from my new bad ass phone lol. Also watching the series finale of the l word, again. I love this show. I will probably watch it again at some point. About a month and a half ago I got a part time job, 21 hours a week, sometimes more if they need me. Cash paid so I can still collect unemployment. Whatever works. Lottery machines will be ( Read more... )