i'm at work ( Read more... )

wow i am so bored at work i just went through all my old saved emails. bad idea. because of course i had to read them all before i deleted them and it just brought back so many happy memories and that area isn't happy anymore so that results in sad. blah. i never predicted this would happen. still so many questions that i don't let myself think ( Read more... )

My new goal is to live in the present.

yup.

i don't feel good. actually i feel really really sick. Maybe it's because all I've eaten today has been crap: a bagel and cheese its. i have been in the effin library for too effin long. 6 hours and 20 minutes. only 40 more minutes. i may perhaps die. i was supposed to use this no talking time to let things go naturally and see how i feel at the ( Read more... )

it really is an impossible relationship. i would never ever see him, even when i'm home because i never do anyway. when we do happen to see eahc other we fight like every other time or multiple times while we are hanging out. we aren't right anymore, we don't fit we don't work it won't happen. so why can't i just move on? I coupld people have made ( Read more... )

i miss you.

i'm pretty sure that's against the rules...

but i had to say it.

I'm at work and some guy just told me i had a "nice cap ( Read more... )

WOO ( Read more... )

ok so maybe i'm not that smart

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