you are so beautiful to meeeee, can't you seeeee
wow i am so bored at work i just went through all my old saved emails. bad idea. because of course i had to read them all before i deleted them and it just brought back so many happy memories and that area isn't happy anymore so that results in sad. blah. i never predicted this would happen. still so many questions that i don't let myself think about anymore so i definetly won't let myself write about them. anyway i deleted them all as well as text messages the other day which i think is healthy but sad too. i'll live. i have so far. here's hoping...