so I don't think i can begin to explain how much of a fucking idiot i am ( Read more... )

It's interesting ( Read more... )

okay sooooooo ( Read more... )

so i really cant believe myself.  three guys in one week.  i dont know what i'm turning into.  maybe it was just this one time.  but its scary to me that the things i'm doing don't even phase me as anything intimate anymore.  i guess they never really did since the first guy i did "intimate things" with was somebody meaningless and unimportant.  ( Read more... )

so, ramapo.  i dont even know.  the classes are decent but i really really miss brookdale for one reason or another.  probably because of lindsay and stuff, and because of how comfortable i was there.  but im pretty comfortable here and ive made some pretty good friends so far.  we have alot of fun and i like how im comfortable around them.  i do ( Read more... )

so the guy that i have a slight interest in is trying to hook me up with his roommate.  story of my fucking life.  but whatever.

love being home.

i can't even begin to describe how happy i am here.  but i am slacking in my studies a bit.  got drunk three nights in a row, really not a good idea anymore.  but the company is so good and its such good times all the time.  met a boy the other night, he's super cute and we have the same major which is cool.  we hung out last night and that went ( Read more... )

It's interesting.  I feel like I've known these people for so long and it's only the third week.  We have such good, innocent, ridiculous fun.  Like, we get wasted into oblivion and remind each other the next day of what we did but we also sit on the floor and play jenga for two hours.  It's just good times and I really cant believe how comfortable ( Read more... )

fuck justin ( Read more... )

So, even though I'm having a really great time here, I really do miss last fall.  Maybe it's because it was back when Lindsay actually TALKED to me or answered my texts.  But she has a boyfriend now and I guess people can't be the same way forever.  I guess i should be happy for her, but i'd be lying if i said i was.  I think i depend too much on ( Read more... )