Ok so yeah, todays my birthday. Doesnt really feel special or anything. Im doing nothing for my b-day. If i get any money, then im saving it all to get a new tattoo. But it depends how much i get. Everythings going ok i guess, i mean im not in the happiest mood, but im in an ok mood. Things with Megan are going umm downhill alot...we havent even ( Read more... )

ok, well things arent going the best right now. I really dont know what the fuck i am gonna do. I am so lonely and scared and depressed, and have lots of thoughts going through my head, and there not good ones either. Im just really depressed and loney, noone has any idea. I have so many goals in life, but yet i just get rid of them and make them ( Read more... )

So as everyone probably knows, im once again single...Im really going through a rough time right now as far as girls go. I just dont know what to do, and its just hard to be just friends with some girls. I have this problem where i fall for girls really easily. And well the one i have been talking to the longest in Danielle in Oregon, i mean yeah ( Read more... )

Wow, nothing ever goes good, it all sucks, haha. I hate life and everything that comes with it. I mean i just wish one time something good would happen and that it would stay that way. I mean i had a trip planned out and it isnt gonna happen now, i had a $4000 phone bill in which i talked them into $2300 cause they screwed me over, i mean i get all ( Read more... )

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Well today ive done absolutly shit. I just feel as if im dying slowly or faster then most people, atleast i think. Right now i have no desire what so ever to wanna live. Like i could really care less if i was to die right now or tomorrow, i guess in a way i am saying, i dont care!!! i really dont, if i was to die tomorrow then so be it, cause it ( Read more... )

Well for those of you who have no idea whats really going on....umm i have been through alot especially with this whole depression thing too, i mean my parents have r really helped me out and i really appreciate it. Well it started out my mom went up to the doctor cause she found my journal, and it mentioned how i was gonna be dying soon. So they ( Read more... )