Just another day i guess...
Wow, nothing ever goes good, it all sucks, haha. I hate life and everything that comes with it. I mean i just wish one time something good would happen and that it would stay that way. I mean i had a trip planned out and it isnt gonna happen now, i had a $4000 phone bill in which i talked them into $2300 cause they screwed me over, i mean i get all this shit, and nothing in return except bills and more bills, and just when i think i can get a job to start getting all this shit paid back, i end up having seizures and serious brain damage and im in the hospital and im not allowed to work yet. So fuck it is what i say, and all i ever think of is ending my life, but im not even sure if its work it, i just dont know what the fuck to do anymore. I mean i just want 1 girl to like me for me and like me so much that they just fucking show up at my house, like literally...come here just to see me. Perhaps for my birthday, haha, which is coming up soon on july 14th, i will be 19. Noone ever does anything for me i swear, i mean i go everywhere literally for a girl and next thing i know im cheated on and left outside homeless cause i was lied too, which happened just lately in Salt Lake City, Utah. Also happened twice in California and in Arizona and Colorado. Im tired of traveling for girls, they need to realize it, and come to me for once....someone please come and see me im in Havre, Montana ;). Im sorry for everyone whos reading this, im in a depressed mood, like all the time, and i dont feel like posting as much, but i try......someone atleast comment, and u can look at my updated pics too....well someone post, im sorry for being so EMO all the time.
