Life isnt worth it no more...
ok, well things arent going the best right now. I really dont know what the fuck i am gonna do. I am so lonely and scared and depressed, and have lots of thoughts going through my head, and there not good ones either. Im just really depressed and loney, noone has any idea. I have so many goals in life, but yet i just get rid of them and make them dissapear. I have lost everything, i have no desire for anything no more. I fell for this girl Cassondra, and well its not good cuz shes now dating JJ and i dont know what to do. i care for her so much, but yet i cant have her and i know it. Then theres megan, and i dont even wanna say anything, cuz i have no idea what the hells going on with that, im not even gonna get my hopes up on her or anything. Im not sure what the fuck i want anymore, if i want anything at all. Im not doing anything with my life, its already fucked over and theres nothing else to look forward too, so what do i do now?? exactly what do i do, please comment and let me know...
Theres some updated pic for today...
Theres some updated pic for today...