i feel the summer getting to me already. everyone meets new people, or they are ready for their "change". it sucks. i mean, i like meeting new ppl and all...its fun to do something different sometimes you know? actually its really fun to do something different, but theres that lack of "home" feeling. you know? like...yeah i can hang out with ppl ( Read more... )

i feel so....middle. like, not REALLY but just in general. like im a few years older than my friends, and sometimes it shows. and then other ppl i get along with, they're quite a few years older than me. and it shows. its like...im just floating around in the middle....lost in outerspace....looking for someone i can relate to.....lol

i NEED to get out of this house!!!!!!!!!!! THESE KIDS ARE DRIVING ME INSANE. and alyssa........she just had to be EVERYWHERE i was today. like i was just about to get online, then she did, then i went to the bathroom, so of course she did, then i get back online and the VERY SECOND i got a phone call she gets online. GOD i just need to get away ( Read more... )

so time for a little updaterooo lastnight we went to nicole and meredith(spelling??!??!?!??!?)'s house for dinner. it was fun times, BUT I WAS SO STONED. next time i have to learn to pass or take smaller hits because where as they are used to smoking "the boss" everynight, i am not. im used to smoking out of little man. i dont even know if he has a ( Read more... )

man...im SO mad i wake up today...i have to go back to work after being on a 9 day vacation. its memorial day so its probably going to be busy for the earlier part of the day. i woke up at 11 tired as hell because now the air conditioning is on so it makes this HUGE sucking sound all night and morning. then i get up and go upstairs and im going pee ( Read more... )

so...today, alyssa had to work 1-9 so i got ready and took her into work, and then my game plan was ( Read more... )

dear my friends,

you all suck very much so because you are all so poor. we used to be able to GO PLACES and DO THINGS but now we CANT because all anyone ever says is "i dont have any money"

SO FIND A SECOND JOB LOSERS

and then we'll ALL request one day off a week (the same day) and that'll be the day where we take the 50 bucks we each have and GO DO ( Read more... )

the weather is starting to depress me again. i havent been able to lay out for like....a week. my tan is fading and the cool air and rain is depressing. it wouldnt be so bad if it was warm and raining. and calm. ahhh warm calm soothing rain is so nice. but no, its cold blowing nasty rain. cold at night. blah. what the hell god ( Read more... )

fuck lastnight, was .... awesome. i had so much fun riding in a limo squished next to some of my favorite girls in the world. we started at cabanna jacks and that was lame, so we headed out to...uhm...the pump. that was fun, we were in a group of like...12 maybe 13. we walked in the door, little amber wheeler in her veil that had condoms haning all ( Read more... )

im going for a limo ride and bar hopping tonight!!!!!! for amber wheelers bachelorette party!!!! ive never been in a limo and im nervous as fuck, but im hoping that ill have FUN FUN FUN. but i dont know going to all the straight bars in town....anyway my michelle is coming right now as we speak to pick me up and then im going to the PREPARTY ( Read more... )