come on bartender
i feel the summer getting to me already. everyone meets new people, or they are ready for their "change". it sucks. i mean, i like meeting new ppl and all...its fun to do something different sometimes you know? actually its really fun to do something different, but theres that lack of "home" feeling. you know? like...yeah i can hang out with ppl and shit but i dont feel 100% normal around them. not like i feel around my friends. my friends. like, my friend friends. like the ones ive known forever. it takes time to get to that comfort level for me. i always feel like the things i say will "piss ppl off" or alot of my jokes are very sexual or suggestive, and i dont want someone getting mad or something because one of my jokes were...taken the wrong way. anyway....im gonna get off here...and....go........find something to do?......i wonder where becks is...probably at a buffet