jesus christ eric sucked me right back in. talking to him on friday, him wanting to hang out with me, and telling me that i'm pretty... it all sucked me right back into liking him even more ( Read more... )

so last night at the football game, i was walking around with praynka by the band kids. then my friend holly calls me over and says ERIC'S HERE. my face literally turned pale, my heartbeat stopped... she pointed down by the fence and he was just leaning on it... i was so scared to go talk to him. i walked the other way, but holly told him i was ( Read more... )

jenni lane is a whore ( Read more... )

school makes me feel like my mood up above

well school is in session and khalid is in 2 of my classes.
hi khalid!

yup.
so eric not being at school is really weird.
whenever i see his brother, i think of him and iejwjfdlkfjlkflksfklsdflksfd
>:O RAWR!

the other day someone told me eric grew a mustache.
HAHAHA.

this is how i picture him...


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he leaves for college friday morning.
but i feel relieved...
:)

summer is almost over
which means eric leaves for college in a week
slowly the thought of him is leaving me.

day by day i relize how much i don't need him in my life. i thought that having him around would make me so much happier but it only makes me more sad. i'm not over him, i still like him. a lot. i just think i can get through this, even on my own. yesterday carrie and i bought these bracelets and mine means 'healing'. haha psh... sigh. i really ( Read more... )

alright... so this eric thing. sucks. hard. ugh. i'm being stupid about it... bleh, i do just need to get over him. but it's hard ya know? everytime i see somthing that reminds me of him i sigh or just get all sad. but everyday i've gotten a little better, so i guess the more i don't speak to him, the more i forget about him. :/ i'm thankful for my ( Read more... )