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[imaginepeac3]

so last night at the football game, i was walking around with praynka by the band kids. then my friend holly calls me over and says ERIC'S HERE. my face literally turned pale, my heartbeat stopped... she pointed down by the fence and he was just leaning on it... i was so scared to go talk to him. i walked the other way, but holly told him i was there. he found me, we talked for a while. it was akward. he was staring me down the whole time. he looked really cute... ugh. after 2 months of our 'thing' or w/e the hell we had, i'm still not over him - but i was sucked right back in. i just talked to him online and he wants to hang out tomorrow. and he told me i looked pretty at the game.
ugh...
why couldn't he have told me this EARLIER when we met, instead of NOW when he's in college?

sigh.