Josh,
I love you. I've been in love ever since you wrapped your arms around me for the first time that cold December night four years ago. And I know that I will always love you.
I can't say that I really understand what is happening to us, but I can see how strongly you feel about your decision, so I am going to try my hardest to respect that. 
I ( Read more... )

I'm finding myself to be changing. Or perhaps I'm just becoming who I always thought I would be, but always kind of never wanted to be.

I'm catching myself thinking thoughts such as, "That person is immature," and, "they need to grow up already."

I am sad.

I am jealous.

I miss the days of high school when we would all skip school and just stay at ( Read more... )

88 weeks ago...about a year and a half ago.

Obsessed with my best friend, lonely, tired, crying all the time. Depressed as all can be.

People can change. People can change people. Love and life and friendship and fate exists.

Thank God for you. 

My brother has offered to buy me alcohol since my not-so-cool-over-21 other brother doesn't drink. My question to Brandon was:

"So you're admitting that you drink?"

He only shrugged and said, "I'm just saying that I'm legal."

"Whatever. Don't kill yourself, you diabetic maniac."

Brandon's birthday present from Mom was a lecture about how our uncle ( Read more... )

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[A is for age of first kiss:]
14

[B is for booze of choice:]
Uh...um...Bakardi (that's most likely spelt wrong) because I know someone with a similar name

[C is for career:]
Student

[D is for your dad's name:]
Phil

[E is for essential items to bring to a party:]
A good personality?

[F is for favorite song at the moment:]
Evanescence - Where Will You ( Read more... )

Hold me now, I need to feel relief
Like I have never wanted anything
I supposed I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
I'm right on the wrong ( Read more... )

Someone come do my French project for me...please? Pretty please ( Read more... )

Soooo...

Today I finally got some shoes for homecoming, but I'm going to Dothan tomorrow to look for some different ones, go figure. I don't know, if I decide to wear the ones I got today then a.) I'll be at least 6 feet tall and b.) I'll hear about some girl falling flat on her face at homecoming Monday morning, and then I'll find out that that ( Read more... )

*sigh* So I'm really tired, yet I'm going to the game. I want to just bring a blanket with me or something, and hide behind the bleachers so I can sleep some. I'm really excited about 5th quarter though being since Kaitlyn's going to sing and such. Should be pretty cool, and it's nice to see her getting worked up over something other than her boy ( Read more... )