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Jan 04, 2006 18:15


So I did it again.

For the 38495th time in 3 years I fell for my best friend, and managed to fuck it up, too.

I couldn't help it this time, he seemed like he wanted it too. With those cute little text messages and things that made me smile, cmon. I thought it was different this time, I thought we grew up and were different, but I guess I was wrong ( Read more... )

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xoutstar January 4 2006, 16:35:13 UTC
I don't know how to get past him. He's been one of the ONLY reasons I've held myself back from starting relationships with other people, or even trying to have one at all.

or

I love how I can't hate him no matter how hard I try.

thank god that somebody knows how i feel.
im kind of glad we are both going thru this at the same time.
because maybe we can help each other.
& get closer this way.

cheer up love.
ill talk to you soon. ♥

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xoutstar January 4 2006, 16:37:17 UTC
im stupid & dont know how to close html tags.
sorry. =[

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anonymous January 4 2006, 18:12:34 UTC
love sucks sometimes. but sometimes its really wonderful. and boys suck most times, but not all the time. i recommend sad music and fattening food.

this is so cliche. my apologies.

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____twentythree January 4 2006, 19:10:13 UTC
hang in there, love.
..i'm here//ifyouwannavent.
i've been through it.
and i'm still going through it..
if anyone knows this bullshit, it's me.
i'm not gonna lie to you;;
it take a while for it to hurt only a little less,
but with everyone, i promise you'll get through it.
it's not all that bad, you just have to step back and think:
"he's he worth it?"
and trust me, he's going to be.
Dont stop your friendship cause you dont think you're strong enough.
i promise you are.
if i can do it, by all means.. you can.
most imporantly:
DONTHAVEANYREGRETS
♥♥

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slowdownnsmile January 5 2006, 16:00:37 UTC
so we talked about this at length on friday.
but i can see things haven't improved since then. :(

i know exactly how you feel & it sucks so bad. ♥

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