things are going pretty good. im off drugs for the most part. i've only smoked like two or three times this month. everyone needs to smoke once and awhile ( Read more... )

well this weekend wasnt so much of a flop. i had to work 7 hours on saturday which made me really tired. then i went home and watched star wars. then... i went to sleep. today i had homecoming practice n stuff. then when i got back i was all lonely because it was raining and no one was outside. i just walked around by myself. i love the rain ( Read more... )

well i decided to update because i didnt want u to think i was dead or something. weeell i dont feel like delving into what has happened since the last entry, so ill just skim off the top layer ( Read more... )

Hello! This is Jaspreet, xdeadxendxroadx , updating for Eric.

Eric is a very busy man now a days. He's part of homecoming. And he's going out for soccer. He's also always trying his hardest to get good grades.

So I just thought I would post some pictures of Eric and friends.


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my god. so very depressed. make it stop. i wish i could, but there is something wrong with my brain. it will not allow me to be happy. im sick of it. i want to be normal. i dont want to think anymore. i dont want my stupid thoughts. im sick of looking for a fucking answer for everything. how the fuck do i turn off my brain. how the fuck ( Read more... )

1. Vanilla Sky
2. Gattaca
3. Memento
4. Pie (the mathmatical sign)
5. Fight Club
6. Seven
7. Taxi Driver
8. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: number 1 !
9. Fear and Loathing in Los Vegas - fabulous says I
10. and uuuh i dunno. go see Napoleon Dynamite.

uuum yesterday... i went crazy on my mom. she went through my journals and stuff. and she assumed that me and valerie had sex or something. which i didn't for the record. i dont want any misconceptions. and said that i do drugs and that i lie to her. which is kinda true! muhaha. so i totally screamed at her until couldn't speak. i ripped my ( Read more... )

well the affects of that day have worn off i think. i was really groggy before, and i pretty much went through two days without noticing. i've been watching Vanilla Sky like every chance i get. There are so many little details to pay attention to. what a great movie ( Read more... )

i have come to realize that there is something deeply wrong with me. i've probably said that before, but this time is different. whenever i have a some sort of problem i just let it pass and got over it. i was always able to pull myself back together again. this time it seems impossible. i can't smile and talk to people any longer. i can't ( Read more... )

i took 2 pack of coricedin. that is 32 pillls in total. the normal dosage for someone over twelve is one every six hours. and the maxuminm of four per day. hmmm ( Read more... )