Oct 10, 2004 21:59
well i decided to update because i didnt want u to think i was dead or something. weeell i dont feel like delving into what has happened since the last entry, so ill just skim off the top layer.
lets see... first day of school i was all fucked up on coriceden. haha i didnt know what the fuck was going on. there were all these people saying hi to me and i was like... hi.. and then i got my scedule n shit, blah blah. uuum. i have fucking mr. ramierez again. fag... i have math analysis which i have a C- in hippee! ok whatever thats enough of classes.
im not seeing anyone, which isnt anything new. almost a year without a girlfriend! i have some people in mind, but its hard cuz im busy lately. all my life is absorbed by work and school. fuck i have no social life.
im trying to quit aaaal drugs. but im still smoking, and im probably gonna drink still. but... less. im trying to be a good kid. im going out for soccer n stuff, but im worried about those mexicans. uuum im doing homecoming which seems strange to a lot of people. im gonna be austin powers! ummm thats about it. i didnt feel like typing a lot.
im happier now, but still very lonely. thats all. im not dead. im living and its alright.