me and jenn are getting an apt in cedar rapids ( Read more... )

that i've been a really shitty person. i've been in hiding away from my friends. but i suppose its been kind of a good thing. i've been really cleaning up my act so that i can graduate. i feel like when i hang out with "the crew" everyone just really wants to get drunk all the time and everyone is really weird about alcohol. i cant really have a ( Read more... )

so whats up ( Read more... )

soo my sister heather went to jail for throwing a frying pan at her husband ( Read more... )

i watched this movie with jesse called house of 9. it blew my mind. it was really cheesy but intense. they put 9 people in a house and only one person can walk out alive but that person would get $5 million. so they go crazy and kill everyone else. its crazy.

so i guess im going to be sober for awhile. happy for me?

so at this point in my life i feel really stuck. today i just wanted to crawl in my bed and just sleep. i miss my mom soo much. you know that feeling of when you get homesick? it just makes me feel really scared. i just want her to be there for me to make me feel better. im so scared of the future. theres only one person that really comforts me for ( Read more... )

im scared. this is the most stressful thing ever.

i just want my jennifer back.
and a bluntie

nevermind.

i hooked a hottie.

HOOKED

and HOTTIEE

and fucked up my car and cant drive. i came home at around 2 or three and my dad kept calling for me to go home. when i got home i partied in a popular place called my basement then passed out and now its almost nine. my dad hasnt called or anything ( Read more... )