I dont want to hold you and feel so helpless
I dont want to smell you and lose my senses
And smile in slow motion with eyes in love

I twist like a corkscrew, the sweetness rising
I drink from the bottle weeping
Why wont you last?
Why cant you last?
So I will walk without care,
Beat my snare
Look like a man who means business
Go to all the poshest places
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In the midst of my procrastination, I am re-reading one of my very favorite books, The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera. I was reading over a part of the book when Tomas leaves his job in Switzerland and goes back to be with Tereza in Prague.  He remembers something she once said about one of his freinds...that if she hadn't met Tomas ( Read more... )

I'm looking for the tower of learning ( Read more... )

So Andrea Gruber did a masterclass at my school last night(tonight was her last Turandot at the Lyric) and you know, it's going along like a regular masterclass ( Read more... )

I am so overwhelmed with school. I shouldn't even be taking the time to write this...but jesus ( Read more... )

They say it fades if you let it,
love was made to forget it.
I carved your name across my eyelids,
you pray for rain I pray for blindness.

If you still want me, please forgive me,
the crown of love has fallen from me.
If you still want me, please forgive me,
because the spark is not within me.

I snuffed it out before my mom walked in my bedroom.

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We had our first opera rehearsal tonight for The Merry Widow, and sheesh! I am excited!

I have to catch up on some homework...

But I'm kinda excited about my two-ay fruit & veggie fast that starts tomorrow! Mmmm....detox!

Love is hell, hell is love.
Hell is asking to be loved.

I'm dressed all in blue
and I'm rememberin you
and the dress you wore,
When you broke my heart
I'm depressed upstairs
and I'm rememberin where
and when and how and why
You have to go so far

Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around

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Sometimes I wish i could have a "normal" life. At least in financial terms.  Everybody around me has been to a foreign country, whether they just got back or are planning to go backpacking through France this summer, and even at school, all the other voice majors are going to italy to immerse themselves in the italian language and perform opera ( Read more... )