i find myself weak. unable to let go of this sickening, crippling addiction. much like a drug, it has amazing highs and devastating lows. everytime i'm sobering up i tell myself i've had enough and it's time to move on but then i get another taste and i'm hooked once more. i take the ride and enjoy for i know the worse is yet to come. why is this ( Read more... )

ok so this is my first livejournal entry in AGES! it's nice to look back on life and see that i actually used to be happy at one point. that even at the lowest points in my life, it never sucked as much as it does now. and the worst part is i have no idea how to fix it. let go people say, just don't think about it. c'mon if it was really that ( Read more... )

i'm 18... that is all.

i can't wait until january for all the following reasons ( Read more... )

so this saturday is warped tour and it will be my fourth year running. i'm not as excited as previous years but it'll still be a good end to the summer, but anyways on to my point. i sort of have no one to go with so if you wanna go please go with me. i would greatly appreciate not wandering around by myself all day with occasional company from ( Read more... )

happy 4th of july kiddies!! hope ya'll have fun ( Read more... )

tomorrow is alexandra sinkover's birthday and i just want to take this opportunity to say... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX! i know i'm a little early but it's ok ( Read more... )

so this weekend was pretty darn cool ( Read more... )

avoiding hw as usual. this week is going to be pure and utter hell. however i do have mustard plug to look forward to so it ain't all that bad ( Read more... )

37 days of school could not go by any slower. i can't wait till this shit is ova! senioritis here i come ( Read more... )