I never thought being used could be turned into sexual manipulation. Stimulating. And i must say, i love dealing the cards.

i'm looking at why i even bother.
BUT ALAS i got a new live journal...
isthistoformal

Yes. it sucks. so do what you want with this information.

I get to go look at my grandma's already 3/4th's of the way decayed body tonight. I feel morbid. My whole family doesnt want me to go. I dont know why i want to go either...me and the gee werent that close. I wonder if its because i just feel like protesting against everyone else? either way, i feel...blah ( Read more... )

Wow it's been a while ( Read more... )

Breathe...just breathe

i've just had an epiphany. but please dont ask. I think it would be cool for people to post actual questions and thoughts they didnt think they could regularly ask or post or what not. you should comment on this. i dont know how successful this will be as i havent been updating or anything. but it'd be cool

it's funny, i was think back on things and i finally saw that the people who i thought were the most selfless are the most selfish. sad. But dont make any assumptions on who this may be, because it's not what you or i would have thought ( Read more... )

"It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything"

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i am a 15 dollar hooker at a bus stop that is no longer in service; a used condom on an unclean urinal.