Jun 15, 2005 15:12
I get to go look at my grandma's already 3/4th's of the way decayed body tonight. I feel morbid. My whole family doesnt want me to go. I dont know why i want to go either...me and the gee werent that close. I wonder if its because i just feel like protesting against everyone else? either way, i feel...blah.
My summer certainly hasnt been exciting as everyone elses. I don't really feel like i've missed out though.
And i know pretty soon that we are all just going to be faces in the crowd. i can see it already.