hey guys. i'm tired. i spent yesterday realizing that i probably should have woken up and gone to that chess tournament because i went with my friend jason to hang out and found out that his gf wanted to come. errr.. we went to waffle house. I just wanted it to be me and his because everytime she comes somewhere I always feel like a third wheel and ( Read more... )

Today I woke up, thought, and realized that I try way to hard. I was supposed to go to a chess tournament with this old guy that I met at bi-lo but I kind of slept in because I wanted to sleep. I have a week conscience so i feel guilty about the stupidest crap that shouldnt even matter. It kind of bothered me that I woke up to late but there was ( Read more... )

Today, surprisingly i feel really good. i shouldnt though because my dog was just put to sleep. Why do people have to cry over death I cried a couple tears but i don't see the point. neway i'm going over to ians house i'll report back tonight. cya journal. muah.....

Lets see. today started with me waking up from a horrible nightmare. I was in a car with people from world changers and we were listening to jesus songs. The jesus songs were made of changing the words from blink 182 songs but keeping the music it freaked me out. I was wondering why they all sounded familiar. I went back to sleep and woke up at 7: ( Read more... )

Today was an ok day. Started out ok. I woke up and made a checking account and deposited my money because i'm a greedy damnit. After that i just stayed in my room for a while trying to find something to do. Katy(cousin) called me up and asked me to massage her back today so i decided ok sure I'm bored why not. but i had to wait till 5 because she ( Read more... )

I am proud of what i did just because it makes me laugh and i don't know why. but ya i'm such an asshole. I went with Ian to Daniel (friend from church)'s girlfriends appartments and swam with her and her sister in a pool for their appartments. this happened yesterday but i spent the night at my granny's so i wasnt able to put this up then had to ( Read more... )

hey. i'm tired. i don't care. nothing is going bad. guess that means my life is good. when has it not been. i've never had any need in my life to complain. not caring has alot to do with that. if u don't care then why should it matter. it kind of defeats the meaning if u say ya i don't care and then contradict yourself. thats kind of like saying ( Read more... )

hey. i woke up today and i realized something that doesn't really piss me off because i know people are just bitches. I was supposed to go on a date with my friend's gf's friend because she said she would see if she could hook me up with her. and i didn't know last night that the girl said no and she never saw me or talked to me. wtf??? ya i asked ( Read more... )

hey this is my fist journal. I decided to make it because ya. yesterday was a pretty good day. It was my first day at work. I'm hoping that i'm going on a date today with friend's girlfriend's friend. She has nice feet and I'm hoping maybe if its possible that i could touch her feet maybe?? probly not going to happen on the first date. but i'll ( Read more... )