I think if it weren't for working at this summer camp, and meeting all the people that I've met at this camp so far... I think this summer would have been one of the worst.. but now it's turning into one of the best. I've been having so much fun with people from camp and school, that it's insane.. Hopefully this weekend will continue this high that ( Read more... )

ok so granted that im drunk writing this message, and im as suprised as you are at the lack of spelling herrros ( Read more... )

i try so hard.... and still, nothing.. i don't know what to do... he just doesn't get it.

in some ways, i'm having the best and worst semester ever.

i just get confused by some things. i'm sure they don't mean anything and i'm just crazy.

rutgers financial aid has got to be the slowest process of my life. school goes back in three weeks and they still don't know how much my scholarship is going to cover. supposedly theyre supposed to cover about $5300 this semester, meaning that i only have to pay for about $700... which was about the cost for books at community college ( Read more... )

so my own mother spelled my name wrong today.. she spelled it with an e. so i think its funny and i told nick about it cause he's convinced that i spell my name entirely wrong, and he goes "she proved me right" hahhah so i told my mom this and she goes "spelling it with an e is the german way" me: "what's the i way?" mom: "the american way... the ( Read more... )

i cant even think of the right words to describe how i feel on the situation. i sit and think about the last time i saw pat, and it makes me so happy because he was such a nice, funny, happy guy who could make any event that much better. me, him and jess were at the main street bar at rowan in april and sat there for like two or three hours and ( Read more... )

Here are some good things that happened today so that I can stop being so negative ( Read more... )

so i might be moving to new brunswick in... how many days are left in may?... 9 days... yes.. i might be moving in 9 days.

and, yes, i just found this out today. so much to do... so much money to pay..... in so little time.

so basically the summer just started and i want it to be over already. i have had nothing but bad luck ever since i got home and i am fucking sick of it. i'm so frustrated by everything that i just want to cry. but crying won't change anything ( Read more... )